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Sunday, January 30, 2011

A Birthday Entitlement

Don’t cry victim to me

Everything we are and used to be
is buried and gone
Now it’s my turn to speak
It’s my turn to expose and release
What’s been killing me

I’ll be damned fighting you
It´s impossible
Impossible

Say goodbye
With no sympathy

Out of the Smoldering Ashes

"Out of the smoldering ashes of the dark alleys of Richmond, Virginia, I have arisen from my nest of destruction, as a symbol of rebirth of a stronger and greater -me".

As your reading this, I am boarding a train to California. 

I will be arriving in beautiful northern California on the 2nd of February, where I hope to settle in quickly, and begin my new life. 

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Indonesia's 2nd Crop Circle



It appears that Indonesia gets chosen for the first crop circle appearance of the year.

For the first time in reported history of Crop Circle phenomena, a beautiful crop circle formation appeared in a rice field in the Rejosari village, Jogotirto, Berbah sub-district, Sleman district, Yogyakarta province, Indonesia on January 23rd 2011.
"… local residents saw a tornado on Saturday evening and then on Sunday afternoon we saw the footprint in our fields."Ngadirin, a Sleman farm owner
" …there was no rainfall that night but on Sunday morning, there was this pattern in the middle of the rice field"Yudi, a Sleman local
Yudi, was the first one to have seen the crop circle when he was passing by the fields on his way to work at 5:00 am, Sunday morning.

Monday, January 17, 2011

Phoenix's Cry


Do you have a strong unwillingness to continue to stumble along blindly, down the road to nowhere, a paved road which we ourselves bulldozed and made smooth so we can get faster to the great empty hole which we find at the end, waiting to swallow us up?

It no longer holds any life for us.

We know that it's time to do something different, or at least, do everything in new ways.

Truth calls to us and we must step forth and make our presence felt.

We must enter 2011(11/11) in total oneness.

Oneness is the key to dissolve duality and move us into the ultra greater reality.

The belief, the knowledge and even the experience of our physical world of senses is a mere illusion — a world of shadows and the three dimensional tool we call our body serves only as a container or dwelling space for "some thing" infinitely greater and more comprehensive than that, and which constitutes the matrix of reality or real life.

Where the Light Is

Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh I'll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away

Oh Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like a one half could


A Friend

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
He'll get my support
He will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
He'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact he'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
He will understand me

Sunday, January 09, 2011

The Phoenix Arises in 2011


I am not the perfect embodiment of everything I say.
"Run fast from anyone who says they know all of everything. The fact is, no one can ever claim a patent on reality."
Therefore nobody should be considered an "ultimate" expert on anything.  With all that said....

...One of my readers, Mark S, rejoins us again, with another question. 
Mark asks, “What do you become clear and awakened to?”
“You become awaken to your true nature—to what is you. You become a light, but the light—by becoming light—becomes awakened to itself as a light. You become a light unto yourself. What you awaken to, which is a specific effect of the brilliant drink, is that your nature itself is pure preciousness itself, the utmost preciousness that there can be. So you realize that your nature is not only luminous and brilliant intelligence, but that it is precious. You see and appreciate now the sense of preciousness of Being, your essence, the substance of your consciousness. It is this preciousness that awakens, it is this preciousness that wakes you up, and it is this preciousness that you awake to. This is the preciousness of Being, of Essence, and the preciousness of what a human being is.” ––A.H. Almaas
It seems common for us to expect that spiritual teachers (and I make no proclamation of being one) must have traveled a certain path, or length as to have earned the right to confidently assert whatever they are confidently asserting.
 

Thursday, January 06, 2011

A New Low

I have no space
No room to move around
And this box is getting smaller
I'm trying to get out

How did I get so far
From where I was
When did I decide
To lose my way

Who have I become

I've got a new low
All 52 cards in a row
I see now that I won't let go
                                                       No I won't let go

Monday, January 03, 2011

A Colonized Mind

Wanna talk about it?

Colonized Mind

Upload, the evolution principle
You see a rock on the shore and say

“It’s always been there”

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Saturday, January 01, 2011

An Awakening of 2010


10, 9, 8, 7, 6  5 4, 3, 2, 1

Happy New Year !!!!  It's 2011 folks.

If your reading this, then you made it another year...you too are a survivor.

Now I've been blogging for a few years, during which I have posted several articles pertaining to an Awakening.

In am going to attempt to answer what the Awakening means to me, and in hopes of answering one of my readers questions that was sent to me through email.