Nobody Knows

I pretend that I'm glad you went away

these four walls close in more every day

And I'm dyin' inside

And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show

The pain is real, even if nobody knows

And I'm cryin' inside

And nobody knows it but me

Why did he say 

the things he said

How could he have done 

the things that he did

Now his world is just a tumblin' down

I can see it so clearly

and I am no longer around

Yes, the nights are lonely, the days are so sad and

I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had

Yes, I'm missin' you

And nobody knows it but me

No One

I carry a smile

when i'm broken in two

i'm tremblin' inside

and nobody knows it but me

I lie awake

it's a quarter past 3

i'm screamin at night

if i thought you'd hear me

yeah, my heart is calling you

and nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get, you could ask my heart

Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart

A million words couldn't say

Just how I feel

Personal

No I'm not a liar

Just don't know how to tell you the truth

All we need is time

We don't know why we do what we do

But we do

On a night like this

Just don't know what I'm trying to prove

No we can't predict

The reasons why we do what we do

But we do, but we do

Yeah we do what we do

Yeah we do what we do

Yeah we do what we do

Big White Room

Sitting in a big white room alone

Tilt my head back, feel the tears fall down

Close my eyes to see in the dark

I feel young, broken, so so scared

I don't wanna be here anymore

I wanna be somewhere else

Normal and free, like I used to be

But I have to stay in this big white room

With little old me

I'm going crazy

I'm losing my mind

I'm going crazy

In this big white room of mine