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Wednesday, September 01, 2010

In Memoriam - Brandy 1995 -2010

 


 My dear love has left this physical plane Brandy is gone She has gone to where the Blue meets the Gold My heart is broken My life shall never be the same without her With Brandy's passing She gives me my freedom And from the Ashes we both shall be reborn Brandy is gone She has gone to where the Blue meets the Gold 


  Gone Too Soon

 Like a comet
Blazing 'cross the evening sky
Gone too soon
Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon
Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night
Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon
Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon
Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon

 
Such a Lonely Day

 And it's mine
 The most loneliest day in my life
 Such a lonely day
 Should be banned
 It's a day that I can't stand
 The most loneliest day of my life
 The most loneliest day of my life
 Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
 It's a day that I'll never miss
 Such a lonely day
 And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
And if you go
 I wanna go with you
 And if you die
 I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
The most loneliest day of my life
 The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
 Such a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day that I am glad I survived

  I Saw You Today

 We were one, us two
Your suffering was hard to bear
 My selfishness sickened me day by day
 I had to let you go
 I hope that you can understand it was because I loved you so
No more itchies
 No my limping
 No more doctors
 No more needles
No more operations
No more fears
No more pain or earthly ties that bind
 Your dimming eyes
 Your sleepless nights all left behind
I lost you just days ago
And received a broken heart
At times I feel you close to me as I sit here all alone
 I thought I saw you here from the corner of my eye
Felt the tug of my pant heard the faintest cry
Hope you listened that day
When I told you I’d pray
 That we’d be together again one day
Until we meet once more I lay your treats by my door

  I Grieve

 it was only one hour ago it was all so different then there’s nothing yet has really sunk in it seems like it always did this flesh and bone is just the way that we are tied in now there's no-one home i grieve for you you leave me it’s so hard to move on still loving what's gone they say life carries on they say life carries on and on and on and on the news that truly shocks is the empty, empty page while the final rattle rocks its empty, empty cage and i can't handle this i grieve for you and you leave me let it out and move on missing what's gone they say life carries on they say life carries on and on and on life carries on in the people i meet in everyone that's out on the street in all the dogs and cats in the flies and rats in the rot and the rust in the ashes and the dust life carries on and on and on and on life carries on and on and on it’s just the car that we ride in the home we reside in the face that we hide in the way we are tied in life carries on and on and on and on life carries on and on and on did i dream this belief? or did i believe this dream? now i can find relief i grieve

Blackbird

 Blackbird singing in the dead of night
 Take these broken wings and learn to fly 
 All your life 
 You were only waiting for this moment to arise 
 Blackbird singing in the dead of night 
 Take these sunken eyes and learn to see 
 All your life 
 You were only waiting for this moment to be free 
 Blackbird fly,
Blackbird fly
 Into the light of the dark black night

4 comments:

  1. I am so sorry, please accept my sincere condolences.

    I know how you feel, this august my little friend Shiva, a magnificient prairie dog, died. I know your grief. Nothing can help you, nor my words, not my understanding, nor the sun, nor the air. Its a very hard moment to pass, a very lonely moment to live. Life after that loss will not be the same, now we are a little older, with a special sadness for the rest of our lives.

    I keep the ashes of my friend Shiva and my others dogs with me. I miss her so much.

    Think of the grace that Brandy gave you. Our friends the animals are angels.

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  2. I know how much Brandy meant to you and how much she was part of your life. She is and always has been part of the Universe and will never be but a quantum's breath away.
    "We're all connected to each other biologically. To the Earth, chemically. To the rest of the Universe, atomically." - Neil deGrasse Tyson.
    RIP Brandy.
    -Rich B

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  3. I answer to your visit in my blog.

    Those poems or songs you put in this entry are wonderful. They express our grief. I lost, as I told you, a prairie dog 3 weeks ago. Those songs or poems express my grief, also. Thanks to share them with us.

    I wanted to tell you about a extraordinary book I just read when Shiva went to the Raimbowbridge. The author is SUSAN CHERNAK McELROY and the title of the book is: ANIMALS AS TEACHERS AND HEALERS. Sometimes books can help, books are always friends that understand anything that is human. This book and the woman who wrote the book are good medecine to heal. I felt less lonely reading those marvelous pages full of animals, full os spiritual stories, full of love and compasion. When we loose a friend we need compasion. We need to be with people who understand what we are feeling. This book is a good companion for grief.

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  4. Hi my friend,
    I think about you. I try to send you good vibrations. I hope you are feeling better.

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