A New Low

I have no space

No room to move around

And this box is getting smaller

I'm trying to get out

How did I get so far

From where I was

When did I decide

To lose my way

Who have I become

I've got a new low

All 52 cards in a row

I see now that I won't let go

                                                       No I won't let go

Well who am I?

A cold shoulder left to cry

You feel bow-wow so do I

                                                      Yeah so do I

I've been right; I've been left

I've been wrong; I've been left behind

I've been up
but mostly down

I can not help feeling like

I have so much at stake

So I lock myself inside my head

And I just run in place

So many directions I don't

Know which way to go

I'm so busy doing nothing

I got nothing to show

I make mistakes

Just like everybody else

But instead I'm letting go of it

I can't forgive myself

Well I did my time

In the window of this box

Like it or not

All I got now is today

Tomorrow aint here

And yesterday is gone dead on me anyway

I've been right; I've been left

I've been wrong; I've been left behind

I've been up but mostly down

Acknowledgement is the first step