Big White Room

Sitting in a big white room alone

Tilt my head back, feel the tears fall down

Close my eyes to see in the dark

I feel young, broken, so so scared

I don't wanna be here anymore

I wanna be somewhere else

Normal and free, like I used to be

But I have to stay in this big white room

With little old me

I'm going crazy

I'm losing my mind

I'm going crazy

In this big white room of mine

Sitting in a big white room alone

Close the door

Don't want the pain to come in

I clench my fist

And try to stay strong

I cry, feel sick

My heart is beating, b-b-beating out of control

Can I run, run faster than you

I wanna feel my body again

Feel the wind in my hair, yeah

But I have to stay in this big white room

'Cause no one else cares 

I'm going crazy

I'm losing my mind

Everybody's looking at me

Everybody's staring at me

What do I do now

Smile -  yeah

Everybody's looking at me

Everybody's staring at me

What do I do now

Smile, yeah, yeah

I'm going crazy

I'm losing my mind

I'm going crazy

In this big white room of mine

I'm going crazy

I'm losing my mind

I'm going crazy

In this big white room of mine