I took this day, and at times found myself drifting back, having my mind flooded with memories....the only thing that would bring me back to reality was the sound of my laughter.
I've always believed that if you said your birthday wish out loud, it would not come true...these days I try not to believe in any "thing".
So I'm going to ry sosmething different, and I'm going to say it out loud this time, and I trust that if it's meant to be; it will be.
..my birthday wish is for my family, that we come together, and not let our beliefs cause any more separation.
In particular, I wish that my mother would forgive me for my shortfallings. I have been able to let go of everything I was holding on to, and find myself truly at peace. I trust that we can have a solid, loving relationship.I wish that my big brother, would stand up and be that big brother, it's never too late. There have been so many times, that I wished I had a big brother, especially where I live now.I wish to get to know my brother Daniel, and his family.....and Larry Angelo?....what's up?.... I always thought we had a tight connection.I wish to reconnect with my sister Rebecca, and of course Witamar, I love him like a brother....and I'd like to send a special request to big Larry, that you understand that I hold no resentment toward you at all. I have been able to let my past go, and I don't feel the need to bring anything up. I want you to know that I appreciated out time together, and I feel that I learned alot from you, and trust that you were in my life for a reason. Shit happens, I've experienced it ;-)
It can be real easy, as clicking our heels three times...and saying out loud...Let bygones be bygones
That's my birthday wish. Everyone that wished me a happy bday, take my thought, and help me create a new reality for my family and myself this 47th birthday of mine.
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